書(shū)寫(xiě)你的生命
Supposesomeonegaveyouapen—asealed,solid-coloredpen.Youcouldn’tseehowmuchinkithad.
假設(shè)有人給了你一枝筆,一枝密封的、純色的水筆,里面有多少墨水你看不到。
Itmightrundryafterthefirstfewtentativewordsorlastjustlongenoughtocreateamasterpiece(orseveral)thatwouldlastforeverandmakeadifferenceintheschemeofthings.Youdon’tknowbeforeyoubegin.
很可能剛剛試寫(xiě)幾字便用干耗盡;也可能足以完成一部或幾部杰作,永存于世,使世事為之大變。
Undertherulesofthegame,youreallyneverknow.Youhavetotakeachance!
而這一切你在動(dòng)筆之前卻是一無(wú)所知。根據(jù)游戲的規(guī)則,你確實(shí)永遠(yuǎn)也不會(huì)知道,只能冒一下險(xiǎn)。
Actually,noruleofthegamestatesyoumustdoanything.Insteadofpickingupandusingthepen,youcouldleaveitonashelforinadrawerwhereitwilldryup,unused.
而事實(shí)上,也沒(méi)有規(guī)則說(shuō)你就一定要做些什么。你大可以把筆擱在架子上、放在抽屜里,棄置不用,任墨水蒸發(fā)干凈。
Butifyoudodecidetouseit,whatwouldyoudowithit?Howwouldyouplaythegame?
然而,如果你真的決定使用,你會(huì)做什么?怎么來(lái)做這個(gè)游戲?
Wouldyouplanandplanbeforeyoueverwroteaword?
你會(huì)左計(jì)劃、右計(jì)劃,然后才慢慢下筆嗎?
Wouldyourplansbesoextensivethatyouneverevengottothewriting?
計(jì)劃會(huì)不會(huì)太泛太多,根本就達(dá)不到寫(xiě)作這一步?
Orwouldyoutakethepeninhand,plungerightinandjustdoit,strugglingtokeepupwiththetwistsandturnsofthetorrentsofwordsthattakeyouwheretheytakeyou?
會(huì)不會(huì)提筆在手,迫不及待地投入其中,任由手中的筆、筆下的字帶著你在詞海中上下翻騰、左突右沖?
Wouldyouwritecautiouslyandcarefully,asifthepenmightrundrythenextmoment,orwouldyoupretendorbelieve(orpretendtobelieve)thatthepenwillwriteforeverandproceedaccordgly?
會(huì)不會(huì)下筆謹(jǐn)小慎微,似乎墨水隨時(shí)都將干涸?會(huì)不會(huì)假裝或相信、或假裝相信筆中墨水永不會(huì)枯竭,任你揮灑?
Andofwhatwouldyouwrite:Oflove?Hate?Fun?Misery?Life?Death?NothingEverything?
你會(huì)寫(xiě)些什么?愛(ài)情?仇恨?樂(lè)趣?痛苦?生命?死亡?虛無(wú)空空抑或世事萬(wàn)種?
Wouldyouwritetopleasejustyourself?Orothers?Oryourselfbywritingforothers?
是會(huì)用來(lái)自?shī)剩窟是取悅他人?還是為人寫(xiě)作而愉悅自身?
Wouldyourstrokesbetremblinglytimidorbrilliantlybold?Fancywithaflourishorplain?
你的一筆一劃會(huì)顫抖怯懦還是亮麗大膽?花里胡哨還是樸實(shí)無(wú)華?
Wouldyouevenwrite?Onceyouhavethepen,norulesaysyouhavetowrite.Wouldyousketch?Scribble?Doodleordraw?
你確實(shí)會(huì)去寫(xiě)嗎?你一旦有了這枝筆,卻也沒(méi)有規(guī)則說(shuō)你一定就要去寫(xiě)。你會(huì)粗粗寫(xiě)來(lái)?潦潦草草?信手涂鴉?還是認(rèn)真描畫(huà)?
Wouldyoustayinoronthelines,orseenolinesatall,eveniftheywerethere?Orarethey?There’salottothinkabouthere,isn’tthere?
你會(huì)寫(xiě)在線里還是寫(xiě)在線上,或者對(duì)紙上的線格根本就視而不見(jiàn)?真的有什么線格嗎?此時(shí)此刻,有很多東西值得思考,不是嗎?
Now,supposesomeonegaveyoualife...
那么,假設(shè)有人給了你一次生命……